Thursday, October 31, 2013

Meet Brittany!

Yesterday was a little crazy, and I was a little moody, so I plum forgot to write before I went to bed! So today you get two posts!

Today I want to tell you about Brittany. Honestly, I never got to know her very well. Her roommate was a teammate of mine in Peru, and I met her through visiting Jessi and other summer missions events. Brittany served in the Philippines while I served in the Grand Canyon, and God filled her heart there!

Now, Brittany is in the middle of midwifery school in the Philippines. Yes, you read that correctly. Midwifery school! How crazy She actually gets to take care of pregnant mommas and deliver their little babies when it's time. I can't think of a cooler, more awesome way to serve the Lord. I love keeping up with her and seeing her heart for these people through her blog and facebook posts. Being away from "home" for so long can be soo difficult, but I love that shes always up for new adventures, serving in new places and at all hours of the day whenever she can!

Read more about her journey here, and see pictures of cute little newborns!

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Friend bragging


So I failed miserably at my 31 days of writing, buttt that's okay! I still want to tell about all the cool things my friends are doing, and ask for you prayers for them as well! So look forward for 2 more posts this week to hear about Becky and Brittany.

Today I will tell you about Melissa!





Melissa was my teammate in Peru. At first, I thought she was going to drive me bonkers, but I grew to love her and my time with her. We had many adventures and jokes and just plain fun times figuring out life in our beloved Peru. Sometimes I still catch myself wanting to tell her something I hear or see, but no one here seems to appreciate my weirdness quite like Melissa. But really, this woman taught me and challenged me and helped me grow so much in the 10 months we were housemates, and for that I am forever grateful!

Nowadays Melissa is living in Nepal working with an organization called Tiny Hands. They intercept girls who are being trafficked across boarders and provide safe houses and care for them after they are taken out of slavery. Tiny Hands is working towards building a Dream Center for these children as well as other orphaned or needy children in Nepal, and eventually Melissa will be a teacher at this center. Right now they are working on the construction and legal processes of starting the home there, and Melissa is teaching in a local school.

If you want to keep up with Melissa and her journey, she blogs occasionally here. Fair warning, she doesn't hold back on the rawness of living/serving overseas. Prepare for some Bible bloggin :)

For more information on Tiny Hands, click here.

Thanks for your patience in my (lack of writing) & faithfulness in reading over here!

Monday, October 14, 2013

Bullfloat

Sorry for the absence! This weekend was crazy! But oh so fun! Between camp with my 242 group and the Color Run, I'm exhausted! I'd do it all over again a hundred times though!

Camp consists of some excellent teaching mixed with crazy games. Typical. I may or may not have gotten a fat lip after colliding with a youth minister during a game. But no fear! We were both fine, just sore! Today I'm just going to leave you with some of my favorite pictures from Saturday, and tomorrow I'll give you a run through of everything else!







Thursday, October 10, 2013

Day 8--Generosity


Forgive me if you don't like hearing stories about my 8th graders. That's been my life this week.

Last night at church the lesson was on generosity. Not so much the typical "we need to give give give!", but why it's difficult to give & whats going on in our hearts to make us want to give or not. And y'all, these are 13 year old little people, so they we're not talking about giving money. It linked well back to last week's lesson about service. How can we intentionally, with a full heart, give our time and energy and money (what we have) away?

In our small group, a few of my girls opened up & dug deep into the convo. We talked a lot about why it was difficult to give. And most of them agreed that it's a self-confidence thing. That we, as young people in 2013, compare ourselves to everything and everyone else. That we want the best clothes and 5 pairs of Uggs and the newest iPhones, but we do NOT want to be known by our stuff. We have this yearning to be known for who we are, but we want to cover ourselves up with material things. And I find myself right there with them! How silly are we?

We also touched on how we are so selfish for absolutely no reason. What was funny was that everyone agreed we were selfish with our food! To be in Nashville where we can get whatever food we want at any time, we all don't like sharing it! It reminded me of the jungle in Peru when the group passed out candy to the children. Most of them saved at least one piece in their tiny little pockets to share with their mom and siblings. Try explaining to a 3 year old determined to share that chocolate will melt in their pocket in 90 degree weather, and they should just eat it now! But how precious were their hearts!

We ended last night with thinking of ways we could be generous. We had ideas ranging from "sharing my donuts at tennis practice" to "practicing patience with the boys beside me in Spanish class" to "sharing my candy with my little sister" to "taking some clothes to goodwill".

I just pray that we all, especially myself, have a giving heart in all circumstances. To exemplify Christ’s gentleness and kindness in giving our time, money, energy, stuff, and lives away.

Here’s some of these jungle babies I was talking about! 









Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Day 7--Full

Writing a blog every single day is a lot harder than it originally sounded. At first, a million little topics rush to your mind, but when it comes time to actually write... nothing! So here's to being 2 days behind!

Staying true to positive thinking, let me just say my heart is so full these days! And after snacking like I did last night, my belly is too, but that's another story!

Okay, I'll tell that story. Aaron and roommate Laura and I watched a movie last night, and I snacked the entire time! I hadn't felt so miserable in a long time!

muddy buddies and popcorn after a Chipotle dinner=miserable.

Anywho, life this week seems to be revolving around trip planning, hanging out with people at least 10 years younger than me (and Aaron), and enjoying some beautiful weather. How can I not be overflowing with joy? Thank you Jesus for weeks like this!




Monday, October 7, 2013

Day 6- Monday nights

Mondays are gym days. I always dread it around 4pm, but I love love love the feeling of accomplishment and achy muscles at 6pm. I started going to the Y about a year ago, and never did I ever think that I could do as many push ups as I can now, even if they're on my knees.

Today we had class outside. And in case you don't live in Nashville, it was absolutely gorgeous out today. It was so fun and just good for my soul. And while I'm not super good friends with the people in my class, I love that we all push each other and encourage each other and look forward to seeing each other every week.

Moral of the story, go do something that makes you feel good. Physically and mentally. I promise, it'll be good for your soul.

Now, going to see gravity with my man. Goodnight all!

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Day 5--Sobrinos!

I missed day 4. Forgive me. You get extra pictures today.

Friday night i was supposed to have a girl's night with my niece, but both of my nephews were begging to come stay with me too. This is unusual, so I said okay.  (We planned another girl's night in a couple weeks.)  We painted pumpkins and made cookies and drank apple cider and watched a movie and did everything you're supposed to do while visiting your cool aunt. It was a good time for all. I wish I got to see these kiddos more.

We watched Little Rascals, one of my all time favorites. All of the kids were asleep within the first 25 minutes, so Aaron and I watched the rest. We attempted to move the boys upstairs to go to bed, but Mason started throwing punches when we tried to lift him up. We settled for just making sure he had a pillow, and he even threw punches while trying to get him to lay on it! Of course, he didn't remember any of this Saturday morning and was embarrassed when we told him! Sweet little one!

Enjoy some pumpkin painting pictures!










Friday, October 4, 2013

Day 4--Friday share time! Meet Anna & Jacob

I like talking about my friends a lot. I have a lot of friends doing some really cool things right now. And, honestly, I'm not close friend with many of them, but I just love their hearts and spirits and willingness to go & do what the Lord is calling them to do. So each Friday in these 31 days I'll share a blog of one of these awesome people so you can know their stories and pray for them. I don't plan on writing a ton about them, because I want you to go hear their story from them!

Soooo briefly, meet Anna! Anna and her husband Jacob are adopting a 13 year old from Belize. I don't think I could admire this couple any more than I already do. They're so young and so brave and stepping out in faith to adopt a teenager.


Their adoptions, like most, has been "in process" for a while now. A couple of weeks ago, Anna wrote a blog or facebook post or something asking for everyone to pray for a specific piece of paperwork to come through. I've prayed in general for their adoption over the past year, but this was the first time to actually pray for specifics at a specific time. And by golly, they got the paperwork THAT DAY. I'm totally not trying to pretend like I have super prayers or anything. It was just such a testimony to God's faithfulness when we call upon His name!

Now they're waiting for their travel dates to go get Eric, and they're really hoping to have him before Christmas. So join with me and them and tons of others for them to have their son with them in Alabama on Christmas day!

And read Anna's blog and more of their story here, because it's awesome!




Thursday, October 3, 2013

Day 3-Service

The message at the Mix last night was on service. So after a time of worship and a lesson from one of the directors, we broke up into our 242 groups (small groups) to discuss what service is and how we can serve each other.

The answers coming out of my 13 year old girls' mouths were so humbling.

We talked about why we should serve each other. How we can serve each other? How Jesus served people while he was here on Earth? What does it cost to serve? What are our intentions when we serve? Why do our intentions matter? How can we serve our parents? Our siblings? People at school we may not know very well? What do you get out of serving? How does being served feel? How can we serve God well?

 I'm convinced I have the best group of 8th graders out there. Seriously, they're legit. They're so wise beyond their years. In 8th grade, I'm pretty sure I had a crush on a boy I hadn't had an actual conversation with. And had maybe seen him 3 times tops. While I realize that there's probably lots that I don't know about my girls, I'm positive they are some of the most real, kind-hearted, hilarious, mature ladies out there.

What about us? (Assuming you're not 13 and in middle school and depend on your parents for everything) How can we serve each other? Wouldn't the world be a better place if we ALL took time to serve someone over ourselves just once a day? What are you going to do to serve well this week?



Note: This was from a few weeks ago. Some girls are missing.





Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Day 2--Hump Day


I don’t know what it is about Wednesday, but even the most dreary hump days seem to hold excitement for upcoming weekend.

Wednesdays are usually my long day---I leave home at 7:20am and return at 10:30pm. After work I usually go to the gym, then dinner with Mally (for 2 more weeks at least), then the Mix with my youth group girls, then to watch Nashville with Aaron and his roommates.

I sleep well on Wednesday nights. By the end of the Thursday I’m exhausted and sprinting towards 4pm nap time. I won't lie, I sometimes dread the thought of such a long day on Wednesday mornings. But having the opportunity to laugh and shhh and worship with and invest in some awesome 8th graders, and then relax and yell ridiculous things at a box and get overly excited about a fictional story line with some of my best friends, what’s better than that?

What do you do with your hump day? Do you get excited about it? Does this help make it better?


Tuesday, October 1, 2013

31 Days of Positive Thinking--Day 1

It's been a while since I've posted anything. Those goals from the beginning of the year... meh they're going. Definitely not going to save all that money though! Ya girl needs some new shoes!

I read a lot of what I call "mommy blogs". In reality, they're just stories of Christian women who want to help support and encourage each other, most of them just happen to be mommies, and I imagine children and housekeeping and decorating and such are easy to write about! Anyways, they've started a 31 day writing challenge for the month of October. You write on one topic every day for the month. It can be long, short, whatever! This is a crazy large task, but I'm going to try it! I probably won't link up with them like they want you too, but it's not because I don't want to, I'm just not that tech savvy.  But you, you're a lucky one getting to read my thoughts!

I chose to write 31 posts on positive thinking. Let's be honest, it's easy to get into a Debbie Downer state and stay there, especially when it gets dark at 6pm now (when did that happen?). So I'm going to force myself to see all the blessings God has bestowed upon me, and share them with you!

Today's positive thought is one of gratitude, thanksgiving. Last night, my little brother Chris Chip was in a car wreck. In his words, "The car goes really fast. The road went left, we turned, the car went right, and we took out a tree." By the look of the car, he should have been hurt pretty bad, but both passengers walked away with minor injuries. Thank you Jesus for keeping my favorite (and only) little brother safe last night! Thank you for giving him a good spirit while in the ER. Thank you for letting me be his big sister and for the special friendship we have!




Because blogs are boring without pictures, here's a picture of him in the ER. I'm assuming this is post getting stitched up! What a trooper! By the way, he is single ladies! And he'll have a cool scar. Girls dig scars, right?

Until tomorrow friends!


Want to join me on the 31 day challenge? Head over to www.thenester.com and get some ideas and join! There's literally thousands doing this, so why not be a part of something so much bigger than you?

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

2013 Goals

So, it's been a very long time since I've published anything. There's no need for me to try to catch you up to speed, because that would take days. So I'm just going to start fresh!

I'm really big in to setting & accomplishing goals these days. So I'm going to just list my goals for the year on here. Keep me accountable!

1.   Save. AT LEAST $3,000, preferably more
2.   Pay off debt. Credit card. And what I owe my mother :)
3.   Lose 13lbs. I WILL fit in all the summer clothes I bought last year.
4.   Memorize scripture. At least 2 full chapters.
5.   Be intentional. At work. At home. At church. With friends. With my family. With my 242 girls.
6.   Devotion. To be in the Word. To love. To a greater cause.
7.   Be content where I am (this WILL be the hardest)
8.   Be vegetarian for a month. (Aiming for Feb; it's the shortest)
9.   Learn. From the Lord. From others. From myself. From the past.
10. Craft. Make things rather than buy them.
11. Wear jewelry. Because I don't now.
12. Dance. Grow out of this socially awkward bubble & get jiggy with it like I secretly want to.
13. Be a good steward with all God has given me. Time. Money. Gifts. All of it.

This is really more for me than for you who read this. I feel like if it's set in stone & people know about my goals, I'll have more drive to reach them! Let's see how it goes!

I'm going to try to get back into blogging too. If I bore you, tell me so I can spare everyone else the pain! :)

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Blessed

So although I'm in America, this journey isn't over. This is actually my first night to myself to just sit and think about how God's remained faithful and gracious towards me this last year. Blows my mind. Tonight I just want to share a little bit of this with you!

I got home last Saturday, and I start work this Monday. This is a huge deal.  I was terrified leaving Peru without a job. I spent HOURS every day looking for jobs in Nashville my last couple months in Lima, and kept getting rejection emails. I didn't have enough experience, and speaking Spanish isn't a big deal anymore. So I finally decided to just stop looking and just trust the Lord would provide me a job when He wanted. Praise Him and that He wanted me to have one soon!

I start at Mercy Children's Clinic as one of their Front Office Receptionists, and I'm soo excited! This job is a perfect match for me right now. They're a Non-Profit ministry that serves all children in Williamson County, whether they have insurance or not. So I get missions, administration, babies, and Spanish all in one job. That's God's faithfulness my friend, and NOTHING of my own doing. 


Just wanted to brag on Him for a bit!

Friday, April 20, 2012

Ya te extraño, Peru

I leave this country for good tomorrow, and that weirds me out like no other. 

I like change, but this whole jumping into the unknown doesn't seem to tickle my fancy much.  It builds my faith in God and His promises, which I'm assuming is why he's sending me back without knowing anything about my future.  It's just a new kind of adventure.

Speaking of adventures, I've had the awesome opportunity to go on many adventures in the last 10 months.  I won't share them all with you know, but I do want to share what I will and will not miss about life in this crazy town (I know this may seem so random, but all week I've been walking around saying to myself "I won't miss this" and "Aww man I'm going to miss this!).

I will miss...
Cheap public transportation
Cremoladas
Fresh bread every morning
Walking everywhere
The Llorenses
Living on the beach
Visits to the orphanage
Patty Arroyo
Arturo Tovar
Erika Beltran
Santiago Tapia
$5 meals at Chilis
Trips to Pamplona
Ice Cream before trips to Pamplona
Spanish
Speaking Spanglish and everyone understanding it
The Olsons
My church
The stairs on the beach
My daily faces I see while running
Mountains
Adventures with Tammy
Cheap prices

I will not miss...
Men whistling at me no matter if I'm wearing shorts or 5 pairs of sweat pants
Putting on shoes while doing laundry so i don't get shocked
Fish smells
Pig smells
Poop smells
Poop on babies, poop on the streets, your poop, my poop, poop in general
Throwing all toilet paper away
Combies
Standing with 95 of my fellow Peruvians on a bus while 5 more get on
Bad logic
Taxis preventing me from crossing the street
Taxis profiling me
Taxis offering me a ride while I'm running and obviously have no money on me
Pollution
Car alarms


America, be nice to me please!

Sunday, April 15, 2012

We Run Lima

I'd like to tell you all a wonderful story...

Pre-story:

For the past 6 months Tammy and I have been exercising. This is a big deal for several reasons: 1. We go at 6 am Monday-Friday. 2. We've progressed a whole stinking lot since we started in October. 3. The accountability between us keeps us both going because neither of us would do this sola.  BUT we're going to complete 10 laps this Thursday/Friday, which is meeting our goal. So whoop whoop!

Story:
In October or November Nike hosted a 10K called "We Run Lima".  At that time I could walk up 250 stairs at a decent pace, but that was it. Needless to say, I did not participate in this event.  BUT I SHOULD HAVE! They gave away the most awesome T-shirts. They're orange Nike Dry Fit shirts & say "We Run Lima", and just pure awesomeness that I have had to see people wear every stinkin' day since then!  I've said atleast 15 kazillion times "I WANT THAT SHIRT!!"  So Tammy and I crafted a plan to get one.

We always said that we were going to take 20 US dollars and another T-shirt to the beach in the morning and offer to buy/trade shirts with some random person. Sounds like a golden plan doesn't it?! Yeah it does!

Well, 6 months later, I still had no shirt. Time is running out!  They had us a going away party last Wednesday, and Tammy and Tony started it with a gift for each of us.  I was totes not expecting a We Run Lima shirt, but that's totes what I got!



Tammy and Tony went to Wong that afternoon and when they came back, Tammy saw a man with that shirt. I believe her exact words were "Tony! That's Gerica's shirt! Go get it!!" And he did.  He walked up to this guy, who just happened to be a lawyer, and began to talk to him about his shirt. Then he asked if he could have it, and the lawyer man looked real confused.  Then Tony offered him $20 dollars and another T-shirt, and he agreed. He walked with them to their apartment and changed shirts and collected his money! *Side note: He had tattoos and muscles. And my shirt still smells like him after 2 washings!* 

My friend Patty's mom said this was all for love. My love for the shirt. Tammy's love for me. Tony's love for Tammy. And the lawyer's love for some money!

Moral of the story: Take chances. Or at least make friends who take chances! You may get an awesome shirt and a cool story!


 

Monday, April 2, 2012

It's that time...

It's time to reflect, and may I say that I do not like this time.  I know it's good to reflect on everything God's done in me this past year, but it makes leaving more difficult.  So instead of doing that now, I'm going to make a list of things that I want to do before I leave. Maybe I'll actually do them if people hold me accountable!

1. Love on those orphans as much as I can in the last 3 times I see them!
2. Take at least 50 more photos.
3. Hang out with Erika and ONLY speak in Spanish.
4. Run 10 laps around the park by the beach.
5. Exercise every (weekday) morning that I have left.
6. Dance on a crowded bus, and document it.
7. Learn. Learn. LEARN about what the Father's got planned.
8. Find a job!!
9. Pray without ceasing.
10. Love people, even when it's difficult.
11. Go to the good bakery on Wilson at least 3 more times.
12. Make another Pinterest craft.
13. Get interpreters assigned to trips through the end of May.
14. Eat at the red roof menĂº.
15. Go back to Barrio china.
16. Not cry when I leave.
17. Find out what the lawyers at the shady law office really do.
18. Go to Minka.
19. Memorize at least half of Romans 8.
20. Get a "We Run Lima" shirt.

Let's see if all this happens :)

Sunday, March 25, 2012

James 1:27

One little month left.  THIS.IS.CRAZY.

So much to do, so little time.  I'm crazy excited for what the Lord has in store for the next 4 weeks, but I must admit, it's going to be sad to see them pass by. This whole experience seems to have flown by, and there's no way 10 months have passed since I first got on a plane for Peru.  More on my mushy feelings later. Now, let's talk about babies.

While we were on a team retreat in the jungle in February, a man on our team told us about an orphanage just outside of Lima that had about 800 children currently staying there.  I first thought, "This is crazy. There's no way. He's exaggerating." But he wasn't.  A week later Jim took Tammy and me out to Ventanilla to see it.  We just went to the baby room, and it broke my heart.  I must admit, I just went to a corner and cried for a sec, and then realized that God put me there to love on those babies, so I had to dry it up and do just that.  Every Friday since, Tammy, some other short term missionaries, and I have taken a 2-3 hour bus ride out there to do that.

This "home" is different from most orphanages, in that it receives support from the government and various churches from the US, even though it is not a Christian orphanage.  They don't adopt the children out of the orphanage either, which I don't understand at all. Everything here is very institutionalized.  They wake up. eat breakfast, go to school, eat lunch, go to their career center, eat dinner, go to bed.  They eat in a large cafeteria together (except for the babies), and they cannot talk during meal times.  The dorm that talks or is late must wash the dishes for the entire community, and let's face it,  I could be quiet for 20 minutes if it meant washing 800 plates!  The older kids that we see do not look unhappy or anything. They all greet us with words and the cheek kiss, but that's about all the interaction we have with them.  Our focus has been to help in the baby room because there's about 30-40 babies and 4-5 workers in there. We try to come at lunch time to help feed all those hungry little bellies! It's mass chaos at times, but so fun and rewarding. I want to tell you about some specific babies to think about/pray for, and hopefully I'll get some pictures of each of them next week!
Lunch time with the first group!
First, I want to tell you about Lucy.  This girl is a MESS!! She's about 1 and a half pushing 2, and she is all personality.  The first week she seemed like a bully, especially when she was tired.  She climbed up in a high chair all by herself just to get away from everyone and fall asleep! No worries, she woke up just in time for lunch!  Lucy is a priss. She'll rear her hand back like she's going to hit you, but if you tickle her, she'll die laughing and just fall in your lap.  She loves to be held and hugged, but likes to do things on her own as well.  Like I said, I thought she was a bully at first, but she just has too much personality for such a little body!

Lucy and her snack that first week
 Then there's Jolisa.  She's probably 3 going on 4, and she's a diva. Not too bad, but she wants things her way.  She loves to dance with me, "ride a lil horsey" (caballito caballito!), play with my finger nails/try to bite them off.  She, alone with the rest of them, say "cargame" (carry me) with the pitiful whiney face that I don't buy at all.  She always acts like we're bff when I'm there, but the next week she asks me my name again!  Oh well, I love making that girl laugh and just have fun for a little bit.
Jolisa is on the far left, the only one you can see her face!

 Finally, there's Christian.  Christian was the first baby that we connected with, and he has won our hearts over.  He's about 7 months old, and just adorable.  I call him Mountain Man Miguel because that's what he looks like!  The little babies like Christian are usually in jumpers or walkers or cribs when we get there, and we just wait for the slightest whine and then pick them up and love on them.  Tammy has taken a deep interest in Christian, and he loves her back. Last Friday the workers told us that he doesn't interact with them like he does with Tammy.  The first 2-3 weeks, he was always mad.  It's summer here, and they keep them bundled up in long sleeves and pants, and they're just miserable.  After several hours of intense interaction with him, Tammy got him to smile.  We both saw it, and it filled our hearts so much.  The past few weeks he's been all smiles, and who doesn't love a toothless baby smile? 
Christian and I the first week. He's so much bigger now!

I want a such a better life for these babies.  I want them to get all of the love and attention they need at such a young age.  I want them to prosper. I want them to be healthy and happy.  I want them to have a family that loves them, that tucks them in, and that teaches them about the Lord. I want them to know they're special and unique and loved and wonderfully made by someone who knew them from the beginning of time. 

I've been wanting to post about the orphanage community I've started going to for a while, but it's difficult to really explain what its like just through simple words.  Until you've seen their faces, wiped their noses, smelled the smell, and heard their cries, I don't expect you to fully understand. I do, however, expect you to pray for these little faces and personalities that you don't know and may not ever know, because that's what we as Christians are called to do.

Religion that is pure and undefiled before God, the Father, is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world. (James 1:27 ESV)



Sunday, March 4, 2012

falta un poco

i've only got 6 more weeks here, and it just really hit me today.  there's a lot that's going to happen, that needs to happen in this short time, so pray for guidance, wisdom, and patience this last little bit!


on a lighter note, things are going great.  we've got bust with random little things lately, but it's a good kind of busy.  i've started traveling with Tammy to an orphanage every friday. it's a long bus ride, but totally worth it.  i'll make a full post about that real soon. promise.



i just wanted to do a short post to say that i'm alive and well. my goal is to post atleast once a week from here on out.  i'll try my best not to let you down! 

Monday, February 13, 2012

Productivity

We had a team retreat in the jungle last weekend. This created a particularly productive day today.

Today I...
Crossed the Andes Mountain range, from east to west.
*That included jungle heat, snow-capped mountains (15K ft!), dry desert, and humid coast!
Caught up on my emails and interpreter assignments through the end of March.
Washed my dirty laundry from the retreat.
Went grocery shopping.
Made cilantro-garlic pesto with Melissa.
Plucked my eyebrows.
Made strawberry juice.
Skyped Aaron, Rachel, Rosalie, and my parents.
And today is Aaron and mine's ultimo mesario (that's an 11 month anniversary for you non spanish speakers)! So I get to skype him again!

It's been a good day! (except for the fox news and friends music specials. they're awful!)

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Overwhelming thoughts

Today has rushed by. The past 2 weeks back in Peru have rushed by. I have to cherish these moments here more.

Since going home to the states and coming back, my outlook has been distorted, not in the good way.  I loved being home. I loved being with my awesome family, my wonderful boyfriend, and my crazy friends, and, of course, my snuggy ruggers. I didn't want to leave all that behind again.  I was ready to be home and to stay there. But the LORD has put me back here in Peru for a little while longer...

Last week I was able to go back to Vilcas, and was blessed by seeing my friends there. I love that little village in the middle of nowhere Peru, but that's not what God has put on my heart for now...

You see, as I was homesick, I started looking for and applying for jobs in Nashville. Any job that I qualified for that I could find, I sent in a resume.  In the urgency to get home, I forgot to sit and ask God what he wanted from me. He revealed that today.

Today, like every other day in this land, was random.  I seem to start out each day with no set plans, but usually have a full day.  After my morning walk and nap, running around town a little, and lunch, my friend Corrie called me and wanted to hang out.  Corrie's like a little sister that gets up 3 times a week to walk with her mom and I, and we love her for it! We went to McDonalds to get smoothies (cuz they're cheap and delicious!).  While sitting in outside McDonalds, some little boys came around selling candy.  This isn't unusual. Many kids and adults come around with their sad stories and puppy dog eyes begging for money all over the city. It really frustrates me when they're in the really nice parts of town dragging their babies and using them to exploit money from tourists. Whoever invented the words "propinita and invitame" in the Spanish language should be hit 40 times with a wet noodle! (For you English speakers, they're basically saying "give me a tip" and "buy me something".) Anyways, I usually either get annoyed with this, feel extremely awkward, or give money to the next beggar I see. Today was different though...

There were first two little boys that couldn't be any older than 5 at first.  They came in McDonalds and stuck their candy in my face as I shook my head no. Then the guard kicked them out, and another older boy joined them, giving them more candy to sell.  Then this man who I'd seen just hanging out in the same spot yesterday came up to them and looked in their bags and talked to them for a while. When they dispersed again, the man just watched the two small boys intensely. Not like a fatherly watch, but a "you better do your job" kind of watch.  I hate to assume that this guy was like a pimp to these boys, but that's exactly what it looked like. This is the second time I've seen an a group of begging kids, babies even, report to an adult for instructions. My insides burned and rumbled.

Although I wasn't present, I learned from Passion Conference that there are approximately 27 million slaves in the world today. Read that again. 27 MILLION men, women, and children all being used for labor, trade, and sex.  Women in hope of a better life being scammed into a living hell.  Men sacrificing themselves in order to protect their family from the ones holding them in bondage.  Children begging late into the night to buy their food from someone who's using them and robbing them.  It is believed that about 15,000 of those are in the USA.

And what are we doing about it?  Not enough.

As I sit in my plush apartment, my mind races with ideas of what I can do to stop this injustice, this cruelty.  As believers, we are called to do something for those who need help.  Christ says in Matthew 25 "
Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me".  I'm not saying we hand out money to everyone that asks for it, but God will us the discernment to know when it's okay that we can feed the hungry, clothe the needy, and visit the oppressed. The people we encounter, we can help them. Not only can we help, but we are called to help. Called to give. Called to love.  

But still, giving kids a McDonalds cheeseburger and walking away still leaves them in the same situation tomorrow and the next day. They will still be forced to beg for money for someone else to take it and control them.  We, as a group of believers, have to stand up against this and fight it. There are several organizations listed below in which I encourage you to get involved. Give your time, money, and prayers to supporting them and fighting for the lives of so many around the world who aren't able to help themselves.  Slavery didn't end in the USA until people stood up and fought for it, and it's crept its way back in again. 

I have no clear answers of what to do, but I know that God has called me to pray for these people, love these people, and care for these people.  Ask Him what you can do to glorify Him in this as well.


www.ijm.org

www.tinyhandsinternational.org

www.thea21campaign.org/